Unfortunately this last week of awful weather seems to have taken its toll on my Reserve ponies and Jack and Patsy in particular have now crossed the line into being too lean. As my contract with the Trust is due to end in July anyway, I think it is best for them if I bring them home to begin the process of fattening them up in readiness for their next winter. It looks as if I will need to order in rather a lot of hay to supplement their feed to begin with. I shall miss traipsing up to Hook to see them, I really enjoyed seeing them in such a natural environment but I just can't push them any more.
Monday, April 17, 2023
Sunday, April 16, 2023
Dusky's Legacy
My friend, Donna, lost her horse of a lifetime just over a week ago and she is grief-stricken. In fact it has been a week of losses with Violet, Ocean, and Badger, all belonging to various friends crossing Rainbow Bridge. I understand the powerful feeling of loss that these people are feeling, the punch to the chest, the great hole left by their presence. It just hurts too much and for a while at least we've left this earth with the horse or pony, and would rather life just carried on without us. The loss of a horse, of any animal, takes away a chunk of our archives and leaves us in a different place to the one we were in the one before.
Dusky was a Quarter Horse cross Appaloosa and her lineage goes all the way back to Secretariat. Every dot of her body was loved by Donna - and all the white bits too.
Today we took all her rugs and other accoutrements to Hampshire Spirit Horse Rescue for them to keep for their rescued horses or sell for funding. What a brave thing for anyone to do.
Friday, April 14, 2023
Artistic Differences
Although I was happy with the loan arrangement for my ponies at Hook Common, the Trust suddenly insisted that I switch to a Grazing Licence which contained no formal provision for the checking of the ponies or what would happen in an emergency. Moreover it meant that once a year, for a period of twenty-four hours, the ponies would have to be moved off the land to somewhere else to ensure that the Trust were not setting up a tenancy. This would have been very distressing for the ponies. What with that, and the fact that I was being expected to cover the ponies for any damage they did if they escaped from the Reserve - which remember has 30 entrance gates for the public and some extremely fast roads running around it - felt a bit rich when the fencing was their responsibility. The alternative was for the Trust to buy the ponies off me for a £1! Being fifty miles away from the ponies suddenly felt like a long way away.
The end result is that they will be coming home on the 1st July, or thereabouts, having spent almost exactly a year on the site. For me and for them it has been an amazing adventure, and I have appreciated the quietness and wildness of a site that seems improbable within its noisy confines. At times it has been quite a test for the ponies - the insects, drought, two weeks of extremely hard frost, and then torrential rain meant that seventy-five acres of rough grazing was becoming insufficient for their needs, and it was a fine line between holding on for the grass and taking them home. Luckily the grass came through in the nick of time since the triple SSSI status of the land meant they could only receive a bale of hay on the one day that it snowed.
I think that Jack would have to have come home at the beginning of the winter this year anyway. This is his first 'wild' forray since he was a foal, and as he turns twenty-six and his teeth are being worn away, he is going to need mollycoddling; similarly, Patsy, who is younger but due to being entirely wild all her life has never had her teeth rasped. Maybe I should attempt to tame her this summer and see if I can fit her in for her first dental appointment. In any event I am looking forward to gathering all of my animals to me.
Thursday, April 13, 2023
Smart and Sassy
A very nice set of mares have recently been turned out for the first time in Fritham, no doubt in anticipation of the arrival of one of the stallions selected for breeding on the Forest this year. [Edit: this little set have now been brought in again before the stallions are turned out on 9th May]. More information about the stallions that have been turned out over the years is available at New Forest Stallions.
At the moment they haven't quite got the hang of being 'wild' and so hung around my gate for a while in the hope that I might let them in with mine. It meant that a group of visiting cadets who have come from the Basingstoke area were treated to an idyllic sight when they arrived even though we had to waft these girls away.
Wednesday, April 12, 2023
Monday, April 10, 2023
Recovery Period
The last few days have hit me hard, if that's not an inappropriate phrase. Three of my friends have lost their lovely horses, Violet, Dusky and Ocean, and the trial of the man who killed Juma has reminded me of just how much of a burden it was waiting so long for the proceedings to take place, and how unfair it all seems to lose your pony in those circumstances; someeone's absolute stupidity. Basically, I miss Juma and no sentence, high or low, can replace him.
It was not just about my beautiful pony, but about the joyous life that he was able to lead.
Saturday, April 8, 2023
Justice for Juma
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| Although the car is pictured in the dark; the offence took place in daylight |
Oliver Heywood of Woodgreen was convicted on the 6th of April of driving without due care and attention when he killed my pony Juma on Roger Penny Way on 7th August, 2021. He admitted, when giving evidence, that he had seen Juma when he was three car lengths from the road, but did not slow down and then said 'the pony came out of nowhere and jumped on to my bonnet and then jumped off again.' He was fined £600 and costs of £600+ and disqualified for 6 months by the District Judge. At the time, the police officer estimated that the driver was travelling well in excess of the speed limit from the length of the skid marks but was unable to say so in court due to the fact that the skid marks and the vehicle itself was not forensically examined (something that is reserved only for the death of humans). The defendant's one year old daughter was in the back of the car.

